date: Sunday, March 13, 2005 @ 7:26 pm
title: Benny Hinn..
I just read my blogging for the week.
I can't believe I really type those things..
sooooooooooooo just not me.
Maybe when I'm really over my vertical limit..
I will do the utmost extreme..
Now..
I'm awaken from my terrible nightmare.
I didn't know that I have still so much burden inside me.
For once, I remembered my childhood..
Usually they are just bits and pieces of vague memory..
I have poor memory, that's why.
Still remember clearly..
I felt terrible yeterday.
Extremely horrible.
I woke up at the usual eight o'clock morning, with bustling traffic noise invading my world. I did know what to do with my morning... I took my usual stationaries and bible, decided to do abit of bible reading to brighten up my saturday morning. But It didn't go well, spiritual attack lurked into my already bitter soul. Under the influences of my flesh, I unintenionally log online and typed all my fustrations..
When I'm radical..
I might run around my neighbourhood estate starkly naked. Kidding...
Trying to be abit lame here..
Den I went to sleep. I forced myself to sleep. I made myself to sleep. I wanted to sleep, so as to forget all my past. Den I did dozed off..
I woked up at 1 p.m.. I felt even worse. Worse then ever. Den I sinned. Den I regreted. Den i dunno what to do. And for once.. I thought of Fen!. Den I thought of Benny Hinn. Den I thought of God.
"GOD! I'm dieing now. I asking you, pleading you to heal me for once. Otherwise, my faith will die and I will never believe in YOU ever. I'm standing at my last frontier of my faith."
With that..
I went for Benny Hinn Healing Conference.
I was so desperate not to lose that feeling.
I want Him.
I took a cab down. I went to press for money and in my mind, going to indoor stadium was my priority.. I want Him. So badly that I was abit jumpy when taxis weren't available. Den 3 empty taxi came. Woolala.. I board the cab.
Den the miracle started to happen..
